are they two parts or a daydream
maybe its wrong but I only want you
we'll never belong but I only want you
that's why im singing a song
What the fuck does 'only' even mean? I go around saying things like that's the only thing I've ever wanted but as soon as I get it, I just want something else. It's a fucking game that I can't win. I've been here a year and I'm still talking to myself in my head. I don't know why I go around trying to prove myself. A struggle to live in the present and the now but what if I never learned how to not glance back or strain forward.
I wish I wasn't so scared of failure. I've become so good at making excuses that I can lie without even flinching.
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