i've met someone that makes me feel seasick

if i could feel the way i do right now

for the rest of time space and beyond

i'd give up the sun and the gold. 

this trip is at the halfway point 

and i've never felt more loved.

thx lady luck. 

but it was ruined by the sunshine shining through me

columbus is full of 

driving hiding riding 

reading feeding needing

kissing whistling tickling

waiting wanting wandering

loving lusting lucking the fk out.

before i knew it this dream was all gone

16 hours.

i am breaking apart and the worst is that i can't take any of this back. i don't know anything anymore.

lets not fall back asleep like we used to

only 5 more days