20090929

hoping for raleigh i can see my baby tonight

so rock me mama like a wagon wheel.

weighed down by regret, i chose to not experience college and i cant ever get that back.
and now i dont know what im doing with my life. im not ready for graduate school. i dont feel ready for anything. the only things i look forward to are trips away from where i am. such resentment for the present.

20090919

i wish i had a beach house

then we could make a big fire every night.

in a really great mood right now. 
-cant wait to get my wolf hat in the mail, no scams i hope! 
-headed to duke on thursday night, i really miss that kid. 
-cmf makes me feel like the luckiest girl in the universe.
-karma really is a bitch, ha, who's stuck with a cheating bastard now?! 
-the weather makes everything seem bright and shiny and hopeful
-september is disappearing faster than expected. 
-there's at least one tangible and adorable idea for halloween. 

20090906

i like i like when we whisper soft to each other

i conquered the first week of school. 
living in chelsea has its ups n downs. 
$ (trips, meals, gre) are on my mind. 
revenge is pushed to the backburner. 

i wish i had someone to come home to, someone to wake up to, someone to fall into. oh wait, my someone is fourhundredseventyseven miles away (or so).